I’ve seen you in recently taken pictures.
The niceties of souvenir t-shirts, suns of the south.
Fuck me, maybe you’ll soon have one of your own.
For them, you stand near the back with a smile.
When they grow up, they’ll remember you, and they’ll recall the warm Florida air
the way I once did,
In pictures and in trinkets.
I found my lanyard of park pins in the attic, a couple weeks back,
While my mother and I were emptying the house
For the realtors to take their photos
Of everything set right.
The Buzz Lightyear pin, that used to flash when the battery was still good,
Was the one I remembered the best.
Like when I was a child, and you jumped on my bed to cheer me up.
“To Infinity and Beyond” you yelled,
And your weight broke the wooden bedframe.
I can almost remember our old house back then,
In pictures with our old dog, and the tiny back yard
where the previous owners had left a rusting old boat hull.
In the new pictures, you don’t look much older than you did
in similar photos of you and I.
Back with my bowl cut hair,
when I barely came up to your waist.
It’s not their fault, I keep saying.
But I can’t help but think when I see them,
of your excuse.
“We’re not the only family to end up this way.”
And in that vein,
I can’t help but reply to your nameless figure,
If I should decide to keep the name.
“How painfully, abhorrently common “
With those fucking mouse-ear hats,
And those God damn smiles.